I WANT TO HURT (POEM)

I want to hurt but I don’t

to feel … to feel fully

looking back on it all I

catagorise and deal with the inevitable inner diplomacy

but feeling

fully feeling

when she stood by me and I watched her, drugged up and silly

watching something so beautiful from behind a glass more dark than the

enveloping darkness

fully feeling

deep within, fully feeling

hurting deely

loving MORE deeply

loving her for

standing by me

talking to the whale

talking to the one who went away

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and he lives now to love

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and he loves you Christina

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